Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Going through a rough patch......

I'm going through a rough patch in life. I struggle every day to find something positive...anything to make the day a little bit brighter. And lately, I'm struggling even trying to do that. There is a black cloud that is lingering over me and I need it to go away.

My tolerance is stretching thinner and thinner and I'm afraid that I'm going to make some HUGE changes in my life that may shock the hell out of everyone! Most people are going to think I'm crazy....but I've spent so much of the past few months thinking about this and I feel like I am prepared to forge ahead with my decision. After all, it is MY life.

There will be surprise....and there will be disappointment....but, I don't know what else to do. I'm struggling......BAD!!!

4 comments:

RealRach said...

This too shall pass....

Linwood's Girl said...

Be true to yourself. If you have felt the same way for, say, more than 60 days....in times of happiness and sadness....if you recognize that your happiness comes from inside you and not from someone else....make your decision and stand firm behind it. My thoughts go out to you.....I know how hard personal struggles can be. I hope it passes soon.

Non Sequitur Chica said...

I hope that whatever is bothering you goes away soon...or you decide to make that big change that you talked about. It's YOUR life so do what makes you happy.

Abbie said...

I've been going through the same thing. Hang in there! As tough as that sounds, I'm having to remind myself the same thing.