I've been in a rut the past couple weeks (and maybe longer). I'm just not HAPPY and feel like I very rarely smile anymore.
I am missing my family and feeling very distant from my girl friends, which leaves me feeling very lonely.
I've been at the same job for 9 years and it is starting to feel like the same thing EVERY day. I am growing tired of my co-workers and I haven't had a raise in years (even though my job duties have grown immensely). I'm just plain sick and tired of this environment.
I'm overweight (again) and can't seem to get it under control. I have no clothes that fit me and tend to survive most evenings and weekends in sweatpants. And nobody, I mean nobody, feels good about their appearance when they are in sweatpants.
I've got so many projects at home that need done, but I can't find the energy to pull myself off the couch on most days. I do my general house cleaning on Saturday mornings and the rest of the weekend is spent doing nothing productive.
I feel so bad for my dear husband. He tries his best, but it's hard. How do you make someone happy when they don't really want to be? I mean, it's not that I don't want to be happy, but I just don't know what needs to be done to get me there.
I'm hoping this is just a phase! Maybe when the weather gets nicer I will snap out of it.
2 days ago